old times. sweet memories.

i was very surprised to found out some old pictures during my high school era in Wiena's profile.

first i smiled.

then i laughed.

then i smiled back but with a mellow feeling in my heart.

the next thing i knew, i had tears in my eyes.

i missed the old times, especially during high-school.

i had the best time of my life during those years.

i had quite a bunch of good friends around. met my first best friend, Mimin.

then i met my another best friend who is also the other half of me, Amoi.

i admit, during high school years, i didn't have to worry much. i didn't have to think much. i smoke. i puffed on weed. i enjoyed my coke addiction and my lust towards sweet things. i could remember, the only thing i have to slightly worry is for the major examinations like PMR or SPM.

to be honest, i didn't even care if i don't do well in my SPM, cause i've planned to continue to Form 6 instead of going to the matriculation or diploma.

then my life changes when i was offered a jumpstart to Bachelor Degree.

then worries became my mind's best friend. i worry bout finals. i worry bout friends. i worry bout lots of other things that i never had to worry before.

i got terribly hurt a lot times too. i wasn't happy; well, not as happy as i was in high-school. i never had to worry bout backstabbers, or being sad and alone. in short, life was very carefree at that time of attending high-school.

i dont even have to worry to fall in love, or to have a crush and found myself hurt in the end.

it's true of what our parents or elders told us over and over again - enjoy the high-school time.

cause high-school years were the best years of your life.

i really missed my ex-classmates. my ex-tuition mates. my ex-schoolmates.

sadly, i lost contact to almost all of them. i admit, i was too busy chasing after rainbows till i eventually lost contact of my friends, one after another.

i wish to hang out with my friends when i get back to Miri, which is going to be soon in December.

Thanks Wiena for bringing back those memories :)